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To Be AnorexicYou wouldnt understand. To compare yourself with others who are skinnier or fatter constantly; to feel the shame at knowing youre larger and the satisfaction at knowing youre thinner; to deprive yourself of the nourishment your body craves; to acknowledge you control your bodys cravings; to find pleasure in that thought; to dread stepping on the scale yet have a compulsion to do so; to cry if weight has increased or failed to change; to smile when the number goes down; to find beauty in the peeking bones beneath your pale skin; to admire the sunken, hollow eyes; to envy a corpse; to strive for perfection; to never know hunger; to set limits and count calories; to judge others; to slide your fingers down your throat and purge; to lay on the shower floor and sob; to achieve a numbness of emotion; to focus only on food; to avoid focusing on food; to black out for minutes; to collapse in class; to be too weak to stand; to wither away; to freeze from the inside out;To Be Anorexic by AnticipatingSuicide
Current Residence: Under the stars|
Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock
Favourite style of art: anime, traditional
Shell of choice: coconut!
Wallpaper of choice: anything switchfooty!
Favourite cartoon character: Sakura Kinomoto
Personal Quote: Onigiri Pawaa!!!!